Today is William's 8 month birthday. Wow! Really?!?! 8 months?!?! Time goes by so fast these days! I miss him so much EVERY DAY!
My 28th birthday was on Monday. I think I cried 5 times that day - just wasn't a great bday for me. This is the 1st year without both of my boys and my wonderful Memaw. My friends and family tried so hard to make it a great bday for me, but I just couldn't allow it to be. But my 3 wonderful angels knew it was a hard day for me and they gave me a pretty amazing present...
I was driving home to get Kayla so I could drop her off so I could go out to dinner with some friends. It was a pretty blah day with rain and all...and as I was getting closer to my turn for my house I noticed a rainbow (just a little one I thought) and it seemed to get brighter and brighter as I got closer. And when I turned onto my street I saw the biggest most beautiful rainbow I had ever seen before. I just started to cry and it started raining harder and I just know that was them crying because they were not here for me. And the rainbow started to fade away and was completely gone before I got to the stop sign on the other end. I thought about pulling out my phone to take a picture, but there is no way I could have gotten the whole thing - it was HUGE. I will remember that forever - that was a great bday gift from them.
I LOVE Y'ALL SO VERY MUCH...AND MISS Y'ALL EACH AND EVERY DAY!
This is pretty much what it looked like before I turned onto the street:
My 28th birthday was on Monday. I think I cried 5 times that day - just wasn't a great bday for me. This is the 1st year without both of my boys and my wonderful Memaw. My friends and family tried so hard to make it a great bday for me, but I just couldn't allow it to be. But my 3 wonderful angels knew it was a hard day for me and they gave me a pretty amazing present...
I was driving home to get Kayla so I could drop her off so I could go out to dinner with some friends. It was a pretty blah day with rain and all...and as I was getting closer to my turn for my house I noticed a rainbow (just a little one I thought) and it seemed to get brighter and brighter as I got closer. And when I turned onto my street I saw the biggest most beautiful rainbow I had ever seen before. I just started to cry and it started raining harder and I just know that was them crying because they were not here for me. And the rainbow started to fade away and was completely gone before I got to the stop sign on the other end. I thought about pulling out my phone to take a picture, but there is no way I could have gotten the whole thing - it was HUGE. I will remember that forever - that was a great bday gift from them.
I LOVE Y'ALL SO VERY MUCH...AND MISS Y'ALL EACH AND EVERY DAY!
This is pretty much what it looked like before I turned onto the street:
And this is like what I saw when I turned (without all the buildings):
I am not here to patch the holes in your heart.....I am here to catch the blood that falls from them.
ReplyDeleteThats my promise to you always.
What a rough day. I am glad you got that rainbow for just a little bit. (((hugs)))
ReplyDeleteI saw the same rainbow, it was awesome! I have always thought that since Jason passed that I would know he is hard at work doing art when I see those rainbows. Glad this could give you some comfort. You are doing so great!
ReplyDeleteI just came across your blog while going thru some blogs and then checking out their links to other blogs. I am so sorry about your hubby and your baby. I can tell you that rainbow is a sign from your baby that they are safe in heaven and hear you when they talk to you.
ReplyDeleteIn March 2009 my darling hubby Mike passed on from a sudden heart attack. We were married almost 23 yrs & I still cannot believe he is gone. It hurts so much. Being a homemaker I could not afford to live in my home so I had to move in with my folks and rent out our home to get income. In Nov I went with my folks to Nags Head, NC. Every yr hubby & I would go there with my folks in May for a week. I was out on the balcony talking to Mike. I told him if you can hear me up there in heaven please send me a sign. I prayed and asked God to send me a sign if Mike could hear me. It had been raining. All of a sudden the sky opened up and a beautiful rainbow appeared. I was able to take pics of it and film it. That rainbow is so precious to me and I know yours is to you. When I saw your post on this, I just had to comment. Peace and God Bless...